Made the Hit List
The story begging to be told. I thought we were friends, but they wanted me out of their life. I’ve punished myself long enough, now I’m asking the right questions.
I’ve waited to tell this story, because I didn’t know where it belonged. BUT it’s been begging to be told. For MY healing, I’m sharing it here.
While I can blame a lot of conditioning and trauma on my mother and adults around me… I stepped into this one all on my own. For better or the worse this event shaped who I’ve become.
Whoops, I did it again!
Expectations that created the prefect storm...
Honoring your body, mind, & spirit means not pushing yourself harder than necessary to make it to an imaginary goal.
I haven’t posted a New Uncloaked Authenticity piece in the last two weeks, for three very important reasons. Not excuses.
First: This upcoming piece revealed hidden trauma
The Body’s Secret Messages
We are made up of a Holy Trinity. We must release and heal the Trinity or face subconsciously repeating the same patterns.
Pausing as I wrote the date, “why is this date important?”
I know this date, but I didn’t know why. The date rippled unsure energy through my body.
Later that day, my phone buzzed with a note that it was a friend’s birthday, “that’s probably why today’s important.”
Regardless, She’s just a Woman.
She needed a kind heart to listen… Planting Light Wisdom Seeds beneath a shell of constructs and conditionings.
Memories (good and bad) flooded her mind as she sat on the floor with photos scattered around her.
“I want to help Roger follow his passions. I want to support him, but I don’t want to manage a food truck for the rest of my life. I’m just so worried that I got out of one marriage and jumped into the exact same thing...
Survive Scarcity Mind By Reframing Abundance
“Your money blocks will be solved if you would commit to finical debit.” cringe
Recently, I was considering a program that focused on money mindset. One that seemed to be going to go beyond the spiritual bypassing and looking into the roots of money blocks. Perhaps it will.
I commented that if the abundance became available, I’d be excited to join. Responding to my comment, the coach sent a paragraph long rumble, highlighting that I was blocking money, that ‘I just needed to commit to this program to step out scarcity mind’.
Hooked-on Phonics DIDN’T Work for me
Dyslexia For the Win! How my “disability” saved me from brainwashing and opened my mind to a different communication.
My mother’s side of the family is obsessed with getting lost in stories. Seriously, they got grounded for reading.
I love stories as well, but I when I was a child, I had a secret… I had no idea how to read the stories unless there were pictures. Intuitively I “read” books off their pictures (hints future Tarot reader) but the letters looked like hieroglyphics.
Joy belongs in the Resistance PERIOD
It’s dark and scary but Joy has its part in the resistance. It’s not spiritual bypassing nor toxic positivity. If you can’t find joy in life, that’s understandable but accept the joy that finds you.
There is a divide rippling out it’s not just the white supremacist against the marginalized communities. (yes, that is happening too) Friendly fire is being shot out by allies who think people aren’t “doing enough” to stop oppression.
Why didn’t Anyone Tell Me?
9 unwanted advice tips I wish I'd told my younger self when I started the healing process...
If I’d know these things when I started the healing process, I’d have a lot less stories to tell. Like that time, I had a Reiki Session then went partying that night or how I’d start drinking an hour after Sweat Lodge (…ha…ha… *cringe) It probably wouldn’t have down like that, but we’ll never know. Maybe someone tried to tell me, and I just wouldn’t hear it…
Why Bother? You’re Just going to quit anyways.
The echoing negativity that revealed the authenticity in quitting
You never know the words that end up echoing in your mind for years to come. Uninvited at the worst possible moments, making you question every step.
I was 26 sitting in my sister’s kitchen the first time those words entered my mind. Proudly telling my mother and sisters that I was going back to school to get my accounting degree.